Wednesday, March 3, 2010
This is it! Today I had bleeding suddenly, fresh blood. I rushed to the Gynae with Joseph and had a jab as my uterus is bleeding. I'm now on 1 week mc. I have think of nothing else, priority is my baby and to rest and rest and rest.
This week has been very draining for me, not because of work but because of some nonsense that is going around. There are just all sort of people, murmuring, gossiping, twisting words, and saying things that I don't even know. These people are just horrible, nothing better to do just like to talk and talk.人言可畏. Sometimes misunderstandings and unnecessary spinnings are caused by such.
Someone said I've got a promotion. Woohoo! Strange, I did not even know that!?? haha. Sounds like a good prophecy. lol
Another someone who left the bank long long time ago knows what are the cases I closed, who leave and etc! Wow! That's better than CNN!
Another person from a very distant far far away land said another amazing thing that I was crying cos of another so and so... sigh... please la, where did you see me cry, how did you see me cry? I cry very easily. Not only did I cry. Many hundreds and thousands cry together with me. lol! Let me give a few options, guess which is the right answer?
1) touched by God in church service?
2) watched a touching Titantic movie replaying at channel 5?
3) Acting in a drama series?
4) Family Disputes? or worst still,
5)somebody in my family died? (choy!).
The fact is somehow people will an interpreted differently and non of the answers above and start again spread la and spread and spread and spread la.
Stop sowing discords sia? Brothers and Sisters, believers or not, this is something that God hates. and enough is enough, I had enough of all these nonsense. I can't stop these rumors from spreading, but I just got to be careful and know that these words are purely malicious and sprang from a bitter poisonous spirit? sigh sigh.... No wonder the bible says the tongue is like a little fire that can cause a forest fire in James! Tsk Tsk. Sigh.
Well, I'm going to play the bo chup role, not going to care so much about what people say, how people interpret, who say what, what say who. It's non of your business and non of my business!
I'm going to shut my ears, shut my mouth, do my own things and live my quiet life with my family and earn a decent living in Citibank. I'm not mad nor angry... just got to move on and commit everything to God. lol!
Don't think nor spin too much. :)
This is my prayer, if my heart is not right before You, please rebuke/correct me. If I don't get it, then speak to Me through the service/ cell group or somebody who is spiritually more mature than me. I want to be teachable and mouldable and please bring. me back to the 1st love if I were to stray. I am far and very far from perfection, that why I need Your Grace and Mercy and Protection. Help me to walk through the valley, and not to repeat my mistakes again. You will not shame me nor reject me, cause You created me to love me. I'm sorry that I caused some heartaches to You at times, but please forgive me and help me to get up and walk with you again.
In You, I am more than a conquerer! I confess by faith and walk by faith and in accordance to Your Words, cos that's what pleases You. When I'm weak, You are strong! Finally, I speak to my soul, PROSPER and my every aspect of my life will flourish!
In Jesus' Name, Amen.
This week has been very draining for me, not because of work but because of some nonsense that is going around. There are just all sort of people, murmuring, gossiping, twisting words, and saying things that I don't even know. These people are just horrible, nothing better to do just like to talk and talk.人言可畏. Sometimes misunderstandings and unnecessary spinnings are caused by such.
Someone said I've got a promotion. Woohoo! Strange, I did not even know that!?? haha. Sounds like a good prophecy. lol
Another someone who left the bank long long time ago knows what are the cases I closed, who leave and etc! Wow! That's better than CNN!
Another person from a very distant far far away land said another amazing thing that I was crying cos of another so and so... sigh... please la, where did you see me cry, how did you see me cry? I cry very easily. Not only did I cry. Many hundreds and thousands cry together with me. lol! Let me give a few options, guess which is the right answer?
1) touched by God in church service?
2) watched a touching Titantic movie replaying at channel 5?
3) Acting in a drama series?
4) Family Disputes? or worst still,
5)somebody in my family died? (choy!).
The fact is somehow people will an interpreted differently and non of the answers above and start again spread la and spread and spread and spread la.
Stop sowing discords sia? Brothers and Sisters, believers or not, this is something that God hates. and enough is enough, I had enough of all these nonsense. I can't stop these rumors from spreading, but I just got to be careful and know that these words are purely malicious and sprang from a bitter poisonous spirit? sigh sigh.... No wonder the bible says the tongue is like a little fire that can cause a forest fire in James! Tsk Tsk. Sigh.
Well, I'm going to play the bo chup role, not going to care so much about what people say, how people interpret, who say what, what say who. It's non of your business and non of my business!
I'm going to shut my ears, shut my mouth, do my own things and live my quiet life with my family and earn a decent living in Citibank. I'm not mad nor angry... just got to move on and commit everything to God. lol!
Don't think nor spin too much. :)
This is my prayer, if my heart is not right before You, please rebuke/correct me. If I don't get it, then speak to Me through the service/ cell group or somebody who is spiritually more mature than me. I want to be teachable and mouldable and please bring. me back to the 1st love if I were to stray. I am far and very far from perfection, that why I need Your Grace and Mercy and Protection. Help me to walk through the valley, and not to repeat my mistakes again. You will not shame me nor reject me, cause You created me to love me. I'm sorry that I caused some heartaches to You at times, but please forgive me and help me to get up and walk with you again.
In You, I am more than a conquerer! I confess by faith and walk by faith and in accordance to Your Words, cos that's what pleases You. When I'm weak, You are strong! Finally, I speak to my soul, PROSPER and my every aspect of my life will flourish!
In Jesus' Name, Amen.
Linying Sign off, 9:48 PM.
